Conyus: THE GREAT SANTA BARBARA OIL DISASTER
August 17th, 2008 
© 1969 Associated Press
The Great Santa Barbara Oil Disaster: Or
A Diary
Day one
We ride down the coast hwy
through the heavy rain
to a beach that sits in a rocky cove
hidden from the eye.
I sit in the rear of the bus
where the shadows pass
over cold metal walls
& window screens,
looking through dirty glass
at the somber scenery.
A young Mexican girl stands in the muddy debris
of her home, rummaging through the mud.
The river flooded suddenly two days ago
after a torrential rain & shifted the terrain.
Overhead the clouds mount menacingly
in small squalls, prostituting themselves again
against the sky, & we turn left off the freeway
into the spent community of Carpinteria
like a funeral procession on a grey Saturday,
heading to the bone yard in tandem.
Beyond the border of thin sidewalks,
sit bleached out houses on paper stilts
with tattered venetian blinds & curtains
barely moving on the stiff ocean breeze.
We walk beneath the bleeding sky
single file to the oily beach in perfect silence;
everything around us is a chemical foundry.
Day two
The 1st. night
we arrived,
the college girls
in the dormitory
across from us
paraded before
their window in
bras & panties,
being friendly.
The people
came to watch us work,
in hip boots & work gloves,
cleaning oil & shoveling straw.
Some said, âmy! donât they look almost human?â
Others said, âa convict is a crime. donât forget that!â
Sometimes the childrenâs ball
bounded in our area,
& the Spanish inmates
soccer kicked it back lightly.
We all laughed
& smiled a lot
the first day.
The sunset & the night
came on slowly.
From out of the night
came gargoyles
with church fathers
& concerned parents
to tell the children
not to play
within the border of red flags
& the fence of thick cane around us.
Because,
the sky would fall
& hell would follow,
if they instilled
licentious ambitions
in our minds.
& so
we didnât laugh
anymore, or smile
at all the second day.
From that day forward,
we just worked,
hard & steady,
with our heads
low & our eyes
to the ground,
so the sky
wouldnât fall,
& the people
wouldnât know,
& the world
wouldnât burn.
Day three
All day we work behind the sea breaker
in the black sand, shoveling straw
& thick lumps of oil
into the mouth of the skip loader,
while the cat skinner rides high
in the driverâs seat with a hole for his eye.
On the beach,
in the window
of the Santa Barbara Yacht Club,
Black servants watch us
swing picks & shovels
in the wet sand
like machetes
clearing a cane field
on their small island
in the Caribbean.
On a concrete wall
below this Diaspora
i sit & swing my legs over the ice plants
& puddles of oil where sand crabs,
& small fish lie dead
& stinking in the sun.
Beneath my work jacket
i touch the crushed sandwich
of white bread & yellow cheese
& think of the young Chinese girl
in the pink hairnet with braces.
After lunch we return with rakes & hip booths,
wading through the constant tide
of thick oil & grey foam,
to gather balls of sticky oil
stuck between rocks,
& place them in yellow plastic bags.
Along the beach
the tide falls back out to sea,
taking with it the trail of our feet
that follows us like a shadow.
I turn my back to the Santa Barbara Sound
& pull the weather jacket tight
to shield against the cold & damp air.
Over my shoulder,
past the far islands near the horizon,
someone is singing a song,
that i can barely hear,
in a voice
that i cannot recognize.

The 1969 Santa Barbara Oil Spill viewed by satellite
Day four
The children
come down
to the beach
with their dogs
barking happily
at their feet.
They watch us
rake the debris
in huge piles
for the cat skinner
to eat with his shovel.
The surf around us
is a gumbo of sludge, oil,
& dead birds cooking in the sun
& salt air.
The children
throw
enormous
blocks of blue ice
into the ocean
to cleanse our sins
& methodically
the night descends
like a curtain.
Day five
The women of Santa Barbara
watch us drag driftwood
across the rocky beach
to the gas chamber at San Quentin.
They protest
against the death sentence
& the inhumanity,
of humanity,
then go home
to husbands
& kill babies
in the morning
with a small pill
while we sleep.
Day six
Green toads
croak
on the black
asphalt
rain pond.
Dawn opens
with tenderness
from the sky.
A white gull
floats face upward
in the murky surf;
i watch the tide
push the gull
against the rocks,
again & again,
& again & again.
Day seven
Pearl crack
the dawning day
is all about
the tar marred
beach.
Favonian winds
gently caresses
a face beaten
by sun & surf.
Later,
the sunset on the ocean
& there wasnât
any confusion.
Day eight
The citizens
of Santa Barbara
brought rags
for us to wipe
our oily
black hands on.
They were in small
woven baskets of tule reed
& filled with rags & apples.
I found a red one
& wore it around my neck,
to either
love
or eat
when
i
was
alone.
Day nine
Crickets
in
the vacant field
across from us
sing the loudest
late at night
when the oil slick
devours the seacoast
like
a
blanket
of
death
in its murkiness
of
thick oil
& caskets
of
beautiful
Cadillacâs.
Day ten
(Poem to the girl seen walking
below my window at 4:00a.m.)
I see you there
walking
on the freshly
cut grass
in bare feet.
Uncertain
about
your decision
to either
avoid
the
dark
shadows
or run
into
the kerosene night.
Day eleven
for Kiyono
All
night
i
touched
your
breast,
kissed
your
neck,
letting
the
long
black
hair
cover
me
thickly.
&
when
i
awoke,
alone,
with
only
a
love
stain
on
the
sheet
next
to
me,
i
fell
in
love
with
dreaming.









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